Post by ELIANNA MORETZ on Jul 8, 2016 12:27:07 GMT -6
Elianna, Meeting, WADE VOCLAIN
lyrics @ Lana Del Rey. notes – words - 600ish
In the Land of Gods and Monsters
I was an Angel
Elianna laid on her back with her face looking straight up at the ceiling just allowing her thoughts spiral out of control, jumping form one memory to another. There was just so much going on and so much fear that’s taking place in her heart that she just can’t afford letting others know that it’s there. Of course her sisters know that she is scared, but Ellie wants to be able to lead them to freedom, be there for them, and at the same time be there for herself and taking care of herself. From the moment Elianna and her family escaped the clutches of Dexter she has had the underlying feeling of just going back to him, and she doesn’t understand why she would feel that way after witnessing the monstrosities of Dexter Deblane. Elianna has never voiced that emotion out loud, but she feels it almost every day and she is ignoring that feeling, but it keeps coming back like a pain that never goes away.
Ellie sat up in her bed, pulling her legs to her chin as she sat there with her thoughts, and her thoughts alone. The only time she can think clearly is when she is by herself and not around others because she feels safer, she feels clarity, when she is alone. Ellie loves her family: Marina, Flora, Raven, and Fawn, but sometimes Ellie would rather be alone to conduct her thoughts and prepare their next move in what they were going to do. Right now, they were living in the safe-house of the bounty hunter, Wade Volcain, who initially was supposed to return the girls back to Dexter, but he learned of the monster’s betrayal and saved Ellie and the girls instead. Trust is one thing that is not easy to win from Elianna, let alone love, and she I more likely to give you caution than her complete trust because she has been through so much shit in her life that she can’t afford to trust anyone but her family and herself.
Wade was someone new added to her life, whether she likes it or not, and at first she wanted nothing to do with him, but Ellie just couldn’t stop looking at Wade. The very sight of the bounty hunter made her feel something that she hadn’t felt in a long time and it scared her, the feelings that she was feeling for him were scary. Wade saving her has brought nothing, but mixed emotions from wanting to kill him or be with him, and she doesn’t even know what she meant by being with Wade. Ellie has saved Wade before, healing his wounds with her blood as it was something she felt she had to do because he didn’t have to save her and her family, but he did anyway. Ellie wants to thank him for his sacrifices, she has done so before, but it was once, when he gave them the address to his safe-house.
Ellie got out of her head before she got too trapped inside her thoughts, and was about to enter the bathroom before hearing the opening of a door, and Ellie narrowed her eyes a bit as she couldn’t remember if anybody in the house left. Ellie slowly came out of her room, but the scent of Wade registered to Elianna and she sighed in relief, before heading downstairs to find him.
Living in the Garden
Of Evil
Of Evil
Credit to @emily